ORIGINALLY CREATED BY PJAAZ DINIE
As I took a look at the calendar beside, I realized that today I haven't written any post or wished Hari Raya for all of you yet.Sorry, I was busy helping my family to make preparation for our celebration.Talking about Hari Raya Aidilfitri celebration, it always be the same ever since I was in secondary school till now.IT ALWAYS BE THE SAME FOR ME, NOT FOR MY FAMILY BUT FOR ME MYSELF.The reason why I said like that is I always celebrate my first day of Hari Raya without my friends.To be honest, I could not pretend that I don't feel anything when celebrating this day alone without one of them.I could not pretend that I don't feel any envy to my siblings when seeing them with their buddies, chatting together, planning where's the next house to go..Yess I do envy with them.And right now I'm sobbing when thinking about this.
The last time when I celebrated Hari Raya with my buddies is 9 years ago, when I was in Standard 6. I can still remember a group of my friends would come to my house first.After eating and receiving duit raya from my father, I would follow them to our next destinations which were our friends' house.We would come back home in the evening when we finished visiting everybody's house.Despite feeling exhausted for spending half of the day to visit my friends' house, but it was so enjoyful and exciting.
However when I started my study in my secondary school, everything changed.My old friends and I haven't seen each other for quite a long time because we were not in the same school anymore.Some of my friends continued their study in the school nearby.And some of them studied in school which is located far away from our village.So, day after day we get far and far from each other.Everybody include me has found new friends.But, some of my friends who study in school nearby were still close and they still visited each other.I don't say that they never invite me to come to their house.They did and they also did come to my house once when we were in Form 3.However, I never came to their house even for a while.That was the biggest regret that I've learnt because we were getting far and far away after that .
How arrogant I was.At that time, I don't feel anything because I think I my new friends would come.Then year goes by, and I realized it's hard for my friends to come to my house because our house located far away from each other.We just can meet only in school or the town.So, now I wanna announce that I feel soooo miss my childhood time.If I could turn back time...But, thefact is I couldn't..sobsobsob.Before I finished posting this, I wanna wish all of you SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
