Bestfriend Forever 2

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I can still remember that time.

.The time when you were telling me that your boyfee would come and take you for a date before u went back home for holiday.

The time when I saw you were choosing the perfect dress for your date. 

The time when I was nagging to you when you're late to get dressed

The time when you curve a smile when you find your boyfee had arrived

The time when I give you a warm hug reluctantly when you're bout to leave coz I was afraid if we won't meet again after this but you convinced me that you will keep in touch  with me

And the time when I was waving my hands through the verandah .

The picture of that moment is never fade from my mind, it is still clear in my mind

Si GEMOKK & Si ITAM!!

p/s: entri ni adalah utk memujuk budak kat ataih ni..takdak nak tacing lebih haih..aku tacing ngan tuttt tutt ja

FAKE

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If you don't like it, don't curve a fake smile,


If you don't think my story is funny, don't make a fake laugh,


If you don't wanna do what I asked you to do, don't pretend likes you're dying to do it,


If you think you can't keep your promise , don't ever make one.


Coz I know all those are fake, fake and fake!!!

Something wasn't right..

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I realised that something wasn't right here..And I believe there's a light for every darkness.And I know I could not sink in sadness and sorrow.And I believe everything happen for a reason..Ya Allah, tenangkan hati hambaMu ini.

YESS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

AND WHAT I NEED IS TO BE CLOSE TO YOU

AND DO THE OBLIGATION THAT YOU TOLD ALL
MUSLIMS TO DO

THEN YOU WILL FIND THE REAL HAPPINESS

A Big Embarrasment

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Cuba korang perhatikan kt  bawah

Ridzal Saari ko nk buat betul2 ke botb pjaaz??kmi serah kt ang k..gudluck,,,,;p

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Ouhh, What a big embarrasment!Malu!Marah!Bengang!Semua ada.Malas nk cita panjang.

Wassalam

Jgn tanya apa2, aku malu!!

Time for holiday..

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Yahoooooooooooo!!!!!!

Yeah!!!!!

Dengan ini aku dgn bangganya mengisytiharkan aku dh cuti..Walawehh!!lega palaotak ni..boleh berblogging lama2, boley baca novel smpai muntah..boley tu...boley ni..boley blablabla..yess itu yg aku mahukan..sem ni penat ngat..bila dh dpt cuti, aku asa rahmat besaq dah..

Yg pastinya aku boleh rehat daripada:

EXAM!!Yerr,aku takpayah nk baca buku tebai2 hafai term tu term ni

then sakit mata sebab tidoq lambat smpai mata dh jd kuyu macam mata org bawah ni

Pssss!!kl muka macam org ni aku nakla

dan yg paling penting aku tak diHANTUi dgn pelbagai assignmentS

SO, LET'S SAY NO TO ASSIGNMENTS!!

AND START PLANNING SOMETHING FOR HOLIDAY

  Firstly, besok nk sambut raya..so, SALAM AIDIL ADHA SEMUA!!

Then..nak...

pegi vacation!!

TAKPUN AKU NAK..

Jadi ulat novel macam bear ni

OR

REUNION!!Huhu lama gila tak jmpa old flames.

And last but not least opkos aku nak berblogging lama2 cam pic bwh ni

Hepi ja kan dia ni ngadap laptop??

So, setakat ni ja la plan aku utk holiday kalini..Ampa pulak camna??

THE UNFORGIVEN MISTAKE

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Can u imagine how terrible or awful is the person when he or she commits one mistake and then she never learn from that mistake?Instead, she keeps repeating the same mistake over and over again. Ok, change she or he to I.Yess, I did the same mistake and I definitely could not forgive myself for that stupidity.So, now the best thing for me to do is keep praying to Him.So that I might not ****  from the stupidity that I've created...

I felt like this right  now..

but sometimes I think....that..

ok, Mr Door, now I understand..I'm humanbeing..making mistake is something that I cannot escape..Now, I have to promise myself I'm not gonna repeat the same mistake.. I promise!!

Ohh ok!! this pic isn't suitable..ok, I'll change it

Ok!I promise I'll never do it again!!

L.O.V.E

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Love is an energy , love is a mystery,love is the best thing we do
love is a part of me, Love is heart of me love is meant to be true

Seorang yg baik & segala-galanya cukup ttg dia & dia cintakan korang tapi korang tak cintakan dia


dan.............


seorang lagi jugak seorang yg sempurna segala-galanya di mata kamu & u love him so much.But you don't know whether he loves u or not.


Soalan aku..
Korang akan terima org yg cintakan korang ke atau korang akan tunggu org yg korang cinta tu sbb korang rasa org yg korang tunggu tu Mr Right korang

ISTIKHARAH

haii, aku ada wat satu sajak ni.aku tau banyak kelemahan sajak ni.Tak balance word utk setiap baris tp takpala aku br belajar.ok, nak baca, bacala.

Kau hadir di kala aku kesunyian,

Kau datang  pada saat aku perlukan teman,

Kau hulurkan salam perkenalan, ku  sambut dengan kemesraan,

Semakin hari kita bagai tak dapat dipisahkan,

Tapi kita bukan berpasangan seperti Mumtaz dan Syahjihan,

Hanya sekadar menjadi teman biasa tanpa sebarang ikatan,

Kerna antara kau dan aku tak pernah berbicara tentang perasaan,

Satu hari kau mulakan bicara yang cukup berlainan,

Kau ungkapkan perasaan sayang kepadaku tanpa segan,

Kau sunting diriku di hadapan rakan taulan,

Tapi aku masih tak pasti apa jawapan yang patut kuberikan,

Hanya istikharahku  menjadi penyelesaian.


HAK CIPTA PJAAZ DINIE

Oh What's Wrong with me?

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   Harini aku penat saangat..tawaf satu Aloq Staq..Pagi2 buta dah p library.Kononnya nk siapkan esaimen Mdm Khoo..Tp hampeh, separuh ja siap.Taktaula aku rasa macam dah pulun siapkan tp taktaula pasaipa tak siap gak Nak kata aku on9 taim buat keja tadi, tak jugak sebab broadband tak bayaq lagi td.Aku pulun punya pulun tapi otak aku penat sgt .TERLALU PENAT nk perah otak fikir. Dr pagi sampai pukul 1 aku dok lepak kat lam library.Huhu konon ulat buku la sangat.Tapi keja tak siap2 gak.Haiila, ni satu benda yang aku frust sangat dengan diri aku.Hmm lepas ja penat perah otak, aku pon ajak la adik aku p makan.Tak sanggup aku mengadap keja dah,baik p melantak.Tengah2 dok siap nk kuaq dari lib, aku dapat mesej dr ermm(takyahla bagitau)..Tp x sempat balas, sbb kredit hbs, topup dari kemarin tak masuk2..haisyy tu satu lg aku hangin.Then, p MCD makan, tengah2 bawak sos nk p ke meja aku, ada sorang  kakak McD tu langgaq aku pulak.Habis tumpah sos..Adoii, aku dah memang tgh tak brapa nk ada mood, dia langgaq aku plak.Tp takpa, lepastu dia mai ganti sos kat aku balik."Sori tadi tak sengaja.."kak tu mintak maap kat aku.Aku pon sengih sambil ckp tenkiu.Aku pun jawab "aih takpa takpa..".Cehh padahaii hati berasap la gak tadi .Tp tak la berasap sangat lepas dia mintak maaf.Baguih kak tu.

      Pastu tengah makan dgn adik, tefon aku vibrate.Baca2 mesej. "01******* has been successfully topup with  RM 10.Haa tu dia, baru nk dapat mesej ni.Punya aku tunggu semalam.punyala aku takleh membalas mesej2 kemarin, akhirnya tertopup gak number aku harini.Then aku balasla mesej orang yg mesej aku tadi.Tp  kan mood aku tengah tak brapa nk ok, so aku pun balasla dengan agak kasaq kat dia.Huhu apala aku ni..Sorilah awak, tak berniat pun tadi.I know I was wrong.No offense ok?Then aku text pulak my bestie.Terhibur sikit bila dok berbalas2 mesej merapu dgn my bestie.Kami kalau jumpa, memang takleh dok diam,dalam hp pun buleh jadi.Hehe thnx bestie, I lap u..I heart u laa...
   After makan, aku & adik menyambung tawaf kami lagi kt sekitar City Plaza & Pekan Rabu utk fotostat buku yg aku pnjm kt library.Ohh lupa nk cita, tadi b4 kuaq library aku nk fotostat buku2 yg aku dh pnjm n nk pulangkan balik pastu nk pnjm buku lain.Tapi disebabkan mesin fotostat kat situ rosak, semua benda tergendala.Nk pinjam buku lain pun tak boleh sebab setiap orang hanya boleh pinjam dua buah buku ja.And mmang buku yg aku dh pinjam pn dua buah dah.Dua2 penting.So, mau takmau aku pun cr la kedai fotostat kt situ 

   Then dah tak larat nk shopping, aku ngan adik balik library balik utk hntq buku yg aku pinjam and pinjam buku lain pulak yg aku dh selit siap2 kat hujung rak secretly.Thanx Allah, urusan yg ni brjalan lancar.Lastly dalam pukul 6, kami balik.Alhamdulillah sekali lagi bas sampai awaii.Dan ohmaigod konduktor bas tu sweet n ramah haha.Haha nasib baik pengakhiran hr ni agak baik.Hehe..

Thanx Allah

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    Haii, mood harini ok2la..Alhamdulillah.Thanx to ALLAH, our creator.Dia selalu bg macam2 pada aku tnpa aku sedar.Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah..Praises to Allah.Walaupun dosa ni tak terkira banyaknya pada Dia.Dan banyak jugak hikmah yg aku nmpk drpd ujian2 yg dia bg pada aku.Ujian aku ni takla seteruk org2 len.Dan takla seteruk rakyat Palestin kt sana tu.

  

     So, jom kawan-kawan, ucapkan Alhamdulillah pada Dia sebab dh bg nikmat yg terlalu byk pada kita.Kalau dia bg ujian pada kita, itu tndanya Dia sayangkan kita,Dia nak kita sedar, mungkin dengan ujian tu kita akan lebih beriman padaNya.Yakinlah pada janji Allah kawan-kawan.JanjiNya pasti.InsyaAllah..Mai kawan-kawan kita bacakan ayat ni bila kita sedang bersedih.La Tahzan Innallahamaana.Jangan Sedih, sesungguhNya Allah bersama kita.

layyan..

Khairil Johari Johar - Sepasang Kurung Biru

Tiada salam atau ucapan

Tiada pesan tanda ingatan

Suasana penuh keriangan

Ku teringat pada seseorang

oh...

Di hari yang berbahgia ini

Hatiku kosong dan sepi sekali

Betapa manis kenangi lalu

Menyambut raya bersama denganmu

oh...

Tiada bisikan lembut yang ku dengar

Hanya suara azan sayup bergema

Masih kurasakan hangat tanganmu

Di pagi raya bersalam dengan ku

Tetamu datang tetamu pergi

Namun tak tiba orang ku nanti

Hanya sepasang kurung nan biru

Menjadi teman mengubat rindu ku

oh...

Tiada bisikan lembut yang ku dengar

Hanya suara azan sayup bergemaMasih kurasakan hangat tanganmu

Di pagi raya bersalam dengan ku

oh...

You should prepare, Pjaaz..

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     Tadi aku dapat call dr sorang kawan..And..Once again aku rasa sedih..Hai cepat benar aku tersentuh hati sekarang hehe..Ok Pjaaz, tarik nafas dalam2..Emm berat pulak nk tulis post ni..sedih ni..


    Guys, I think I should better prepare to leave all of you.Coz I know,  no matter how close we are, ONE DAY we'll not be together anymore.Or maybe after this, we will not see each other anymore.Who knows right?That is what we call life.And the most important things why I should prepare for tha DAY is because when the DAY comes, I will not cry.
    
Trust me, knowing all of you is one of the most precious thinngs I ever had. 

We will not be in the same path, maybe I'll take the right path and you'll take the left one.And at that time, all  we can do is hug and say goodbye for each other because it's hard for us to meet again.

Haisyy, apa aku merapu ni..sory tersedih di hari yg mulia ni..sobsobsob

Salam Aidil Fitri

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     As I took a look at the calendar beside, I  realized that today I haven't written any post or wished Hari Raya for all of you yet.Sorry, I was busy helping my family to make preparation for our celebration.Talking about Hari Raya Aidilfitri celebration, it always be the same ever since I was in secondary school till now.IT ALWAYS BE THE SAME FOR ME, NOT FOR MY FAMILY BUT FOR ME MYSELF.The reason why I said like that is I always celebrate my first day of Hari Raya without my friends.To be honest, I could not pretend that I don't feel anything when celebrating this day alone without one of them.I could not pretend that I don't feel any envy to my siblings when seeing them with their buddies, chatting together, planning where's the next house to go..Yess I do envy with them.And right now I'm sobbing when thinking about this.

         
       The last time when I celebrated Hari Raya with my buddies is 9 years ago, when I was in Standard 6. I can still remember a group of  my friends would come to my house first.After eating and receiving duit raya from my father, I would follow them to our next destinations which were our friends' house.We would come back home in the evening when we finished visiting everybody's house.Despite feeling exhausted for spending half of the day to visit my friends' house, but it was so enjoyful and exciting.
       However when I started my study in my secondary school, everything changed.My old friends and I haven't seen each other for quite a long time because we were not in the same school anymore.Some of my friends continued their study in the school nearby.And some of them studied in school which is located  far away from our village.So, day after day we get far and far from each other.Everybody include me has found new friends.But, some of my friends who study in school nearby were still close and they still visited each other.I don't say that they never invite me to come to their house.They did and they also did come to my house once when we were in Form 3.However, I never came to their house even for a while.That was the biggest  regret that I've learnt because we were getting far and far away after that .
      How arrogant  I was.At that time, I don't feel anything because I think I my new friends would come.Then year goes by, and I realized it's hard for my friends to come to my house because our house located far away from each other.We just can meet only in school or the town.So, now I wanna announce that I feel soooo miss my childhood time.If I could turn back time...But, thefact is I couldn't..sobsobsob.Before I finished posting this, I wanna wish all of you SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

FROM VENUS TO MARS

MAN FROM MARS WOMEN FROM VENUS, IS IT TRUE??

A woman in Venus is trying to tell  two men in Mars..Let's read what  she has written...

You used to come in my life, cheering me up with your jokes, making sweet promises just to win my heart.I don't know it's come from your heart or it's just a lie.But till now, I still have doubt on you.I still can't feel that you're sincere to me.You said you wanna wait for me.Everytime when you say sweet words to me, I don't feel anything. It's just like I don't trust you...For a certain reasons..You never succeed to convince me that you're truly honest to be with me.And everytime when we have chat, it doesn't seems like we have chemistry.But whatever it is, you still want to promise that you will wait for me.Day goes by and yess you did wait for me but I noticed that you've changed a little bit.Now, you still come to me, but occasionally..And as usual when you come to me, you'll say the sweet words to me.When I asked you where were when you didn't come to me and when you didn't text me or give me a call, you'll say that you don't wanna disturb me because I'm busy with my works. You,  don't you know that actually I started to  accept you.I started to give space for you in my heart.And when I'm busy, why did you never come to me, console me, give a spirit to me.Now, there's no more trust for you and I completely close my heart for you.

Then, come another you..

I've fall for you ever since I met you.You've got the power that makes me adore you.You're perfect in my eyes.You've brighten up my day and you've lightened up my world.You are the remedy of my misery. You've got everything that I want.You're my everything.You always advise me to be a good girl.You always said to me don't be too close to the men.Yess, I do it.I did everything that you wanna me to do.And I've promised myself that I'll wait for you till the rest of my life. And I will wait for you to utter the 3 magical words " I LOVE YOU" .Time passed, I keep waiting for you to say those three magical words.But you didn't.It's impossible for me to force you to say those words.And I'm a woman, I do have dignity.I would never utter that words or I would never give the hint to you.Man has to start first.That's my principe.And now, we're getting far.It seems like there's a long distance between us right now.And I don't know why.I'm getting lose my hope to you.I think, you never love me.I couldn't wait for you any longer.I couldn't...But deep inside I still love you.

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A letter to You

This letter is dedicated to YOU..If you're one of YOU, yo're welcomed to read this letter.DON'T care about the garmmatical error, but DO care bout what i'm going to say in this letter.


Dear YOU,


I didn't know why i'm typing out this letter..I know i don't deserve to dedicate this letter to you, but please read it first.YOU, I  know...

   While your tongue never stop reciting Zikir, my lips never stop memorising the song lyrics and singing the song proudly

       While you're running just to find the shelter to protect yourself and your family from being shot, I could complaint to my parents for not buying the cossy house.

     

     While you're looking for the place to pray, I feel nothing when listening to the azan at the mosque that located next to my house.

       

     While you're screaming in pain and nobody listen to your scream, I coud live healthily and when i fall sick, everybody care to me.

  

      While you're starving for food, looking everywhere just to find something edible, I could sit on the bench with full stomach without saying Alhamdulillah for the food i've eaten.

           

      While your eyes are full with tears when you found your family lying on the ground with bloody body, and at that time nobody want to wipe your tears, nobody  seems to care your tears..Instead, i could enjoy my day happily together with my friends and my family, I could tease them, I could share my happiness with them, and I  could burst in laughter when somebody makes joke.

     Yess, I know there's a big difference between us. I know i'm not so concern toward you.Sometimes I'm not  being grateful and thankful to Allah for giving me so many things.I feel shame to you because you're strong to face all the test that Allah gave to you.You're so brave to face the enemy without being frighten of their big weapon,I am so overwhelm when looking to your kids throwing the stones to the enemy.So, once again I'm sorry for not being concern to you. I confess that I'm not strong and brave enough like you.Bu there's  one thing that I'm sure I can do for you. I can pray for you. I can pray to Allah  to end up your misery so that you can enjoy your life like us.INSYAALLAH.

        

    InsyaAllah you will be FREE from all those kind of suffer. Remember ALLAH is THE ALMIGHTY.Put your trust on him that one day PALESTINE WILL BE FREE.

YOU, BE STRONG.

PALESTINIAN, BE STRONG


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BESTFRIENDS FOREVER 1

She's lovely but i'm ordinary
She's hot but i'm not
She has thousands fans but i have none
She loves talking and drawing I love reading and writing
She's warm to everybody, I am cold to anybody
She can sing melodiously and i can tarannum confidently'
She's an optimis but i'm pesimis
She cries easily but i cry occassionally


Yess, we are different
but there's a similarity of us
WE LOVE TO LAUGH AND TEASE EACH OTHER
Coz we're bestfriend
BESTFRIEND FOREVER!!!


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FEAR FACTOR...

Have u ever....


Feeling nervous?


Scared ?


Felt disgusted........??.




When facing with some situation or something




Cewwah intro aku..Macam iklan kt pamphlet penyakit2 yg slalu ada kt dalam rak klinik tu ja..Apa??taktau??ala pamphlet yg kita besa baca sementara tggu giliran  jmpa doc..alaa tatau jugalk ke??forget it..aku bkn nk cte pasai tu.aku nk ceta pasai tajuk post kl ni..FEAR FACTOR..and korang penah dak rasa simptom2 yg mcm aku sebut kt atas td??Mesti penah kan..Setiap org msti ada fear factor  memasing kan.sama jugak cam aku..dan nk dijadikan cita aku TERPAKSA berhadapan dgn satu drpd fear factor aku tu..nk tau apa FEAR FACTOR aku tu??mai2..mai teka.kt bwh tu ada pic2, aku bg klu skett kt korang..tekala

Apa??Korang kata Fear Factor aku tu masuk So You Think You Can Dance??Korang kata aku dipaksa pegi audition rancangan ni??manada..slp besarla kl korang kata camtu..ok teka lg..

     Apa??Korang kata aku dipaksa msuk Sehati Berdansa pulak??haissyy kalaula SYTYCD pun aku tk snggp, Sehati Berdansa pun aku tk sanggup jugakla..Lainla kalo Fahrin Ahmad nk jd dancing partner aku, aku rela berlatih menaru siang malam..Hehe takdela..


     Ala korang ni, tak boleh teka lagi ka apa Fear factor aku tu??Ok la, ok la, disebabkan korang ni lambat sgt nk teka, biaq aku bagitau ja la..Ni dia pengakuan aku.."aku takott nk menari di depan org ramaI!!! Ha, ni la fear factor aku..


       Apa? Korang kata dah takut tak payahla pulun menari..


     Ya, aku tau.Aku pun kalau boleh takmau, tp nk buat cmna..aku ngan bebudak kelas terpaksa buat..Bermingu-minggu aku pikir cmna la nk mengelak drpd menari ni.Tp tk adil la kalo aku wat camtu sebab kalo boleh org len pun nk lari gak drpd menari ni..So, what i can do is try my best..AS BEST AS I CAN..Berbekalkan semangat dr budak2 kelas and bimbingan dr Anati ngan May yg pro bab2 menari ni, so aku pun try wat yg terbaik..Dan..hasilnya..okla performance kami..kira tk terjatuh taim kt ats pentas, kira okla tu kan..kan??walaupun sorang membe aku kata aku mcm terbang ja taim menari sbb keras hehe..Tkpala apapun i wish congratulation to myself and my classmates for the great performance..great la gak haha..

                                         ok ni la penari-penari maktab..hehe


 p/s : so, kesimpulannya, setiap org ada ketakutan dan kebimbangan masing2.Terpulang pd cara kita utk mengatasinya. Mungkin kita boleh cuba wat yg terbaik dulu, lama kelamaan ketakutan dan kebimbangan kita mungkin akan berkurang..